insurance WILL be paying for it if i get hurt.

so i think i'm going to camp courage again either next week or at the end of this week. i told someone (i can't remember who it was) that i wasn't gonna continue going to camp courage every year- so that people wouldn't work on helping me get to where i REALLY wanna be.. so this is my last year. my wheelchair still hasn't been fixed.. so i wouldn't be able to use it. however, i DID tell the guy who called me to arrange the camp that i wasn't really using my wheelchair anymore because i'm thinking that he had to plan on transportation to the camp and a wheelchair accessible van but i told him that i didn't really use my wheelchair anymore. it doesn't really matter anyway- i couldn't use my wheelchair now, if i wanted to because one of the wheels are completely destroyed. i just seen how bad the wheel was when i finally got outta my wheelchair on friday to use my walker instead. plus, when i was using my wheelchair with the destroyed wheel- it tore up the carpet in my room in my bedroom of my apartment and pried out a screw to the lining of the door and tile in my bathroom. so.. i really shouldn't use my wheelchair until it gets fixed if i don't wanna destroy my apartment with my wheelchair. so i've had to use my walker to get around in my apartment ALL this past week so far. i don't know what i'll do if and when i need to go to the store or other distances for things.. i'm probably gonna dig my forearm crutches outta my closet and use them to walk to the grocery store or other distances.. if i fall or get hurt, it's on my shitty ass insurance. i made an effort to get my wheelchair (which is really the only guaranteed safe way to get around for me) fixed and they couldn't fix it in a timely manner.